yesterday..went 2 cs neway wif my cute cute de church friens...
met many ppl...quite enjoyable d la...
erm...saw ed n weisern lor..ed was goin 2 interview in giordano..heard tat he was employed la...dunno ler...he din tell me la..tis gor ah..wont tell me anything d la...argh...haha..dunno he still rmb me ma...yor..
go find job oso din ask me la..i think..heh relly forgot me la...n other of my friens..ermm...long time din contact le...wingee, peixin , didi, n so many many more...lOOOOONG time din C ler...izzit my prob?think so lor..cuz i oso din contact u o...erm...a bit sad la..cuz evryday at home a bit sien lor..though i went 2 piano class evryday la..but most of time still at home..quite bz...wenever u o got gathering oh..i muz having lesson d...den wen u o not having gathering oh, i'm vy free d...hmm...wat de...u o do it purposely d ha?hahaa...joking la frien...
juz tat i miss u o a lot...i noe sum of u mayb vy bz...n sum of u mayb forgotten me ler...haih..i noe d...hmm...i was ezly forgotten wan ma...
haha...ok let's tok bout yesterday...
say yinling workin at padini lor, den went2 find bk oso...he 1st day work ma..den gang gang hao i juz came out from neway at 5.30...so went 2 find him la...saw ing ying too..
at neway, met my old friens too...holylight church d...glad tat they still rmb me..quite happy d cuz we o getting vy well...evrybody's singing la..no shy shy wan...haha..though mayb sum among us not so masak...hee...
aftertat i met kenneth too...we tok a lot of things la..yum cha a while at roibo...den met a gal who ask us 2 donate la...wah u noe..vy hard 2 get her off from our sight ler...keep toking n toking..actually i dun blif her d..haha...but then kenneth oso dunno how 2 react..haha...
so we juz simply donate lor...she wan $$ ma..so juz gif her a bit la..cuz dunno she is real onot..hmm..nowadays uh, real n fake relly hard 2 differentiate..
da whole day vy happy..cuz met many friens...cuz really long time no c le..since d laz day of spm...u noe...i seldom go out la..n meet those friens...so..i was relly happy la...i like vy suagu liddat le...haha
anyway...1st of jan sum of my frien goin 2 NS le..n sum of them goin 2 college...hm..hope u all take good care of urself..i may not request u o 2 contact me..but i juz hope tat i still in ur mind..dun ever forget me k??hee...god bless ya!!! chao~

sooo fast......spm over le...secondary sch life over le...christmas over le..now..new yr is coming...evryone goin 2 sch again...but i'm not...
tis hols...so many weeks...i'm bz in piano stuff...n church..christmas celebration...now i realize tat i seem cant cope da piano studies as i've plan 2 sit da exam in april next yr...
i did my work soooo slow...no improvement..no paper work..wah...wat m i doin tis few weeks?isn't it i sacrified my trip 2 concentrate in music...so y m i still sitting here...wasting time??arghhh...
11th of Dec...went 2 a camp..christian camp...like it soo much!!so enjoyable...i found myself...haha..juz cant simply forget da moment i had during da camp...i found my GOd...my holy spirit rises..haha....
da games not fun wan...but da main purpose i went 2 da camp..is 2 seek God...so..i've made it...but tis few days...i got troubles...my family got into quarrel...friens..lotsa things happen..doesnt min i've found God my life 'll b easier 2 me...NO...absolutely wrong...
i've 2 face more n more..encounter more n more prob in my life...
now da conflict..da unhappy...evrything..is so suffering..so sad...made me feel cuo4 bai4...haha...n i found tat i relly vy weak in holy spirit..i cant apply wat i've gain in my life..i haven learn 2 depend on God..pray 2 him in evrythin..u noe..in da camp i've yearn 4 evryday..keep asking da God 2 speak 2 me...u noe how much i yearn 4 it??
but me myself..do nth..i still live in tis world..pray 4 me..fellow friens...i muz b brave..i muz rely fully on God...i muz...stop myself from drowning...hmm...i muz seek God's advice...pray2 God..tell HIM my prob...ask him 2 lead my life..ask him 2 enter my life..ask him 2 speak 2 me..
haha..k..stop tis saddistic thinggie...
i met friens in dat camp..sebastian, zhen yang...surprise 2 c them..
yee ching..thx 4 evrythin..as u take good care of me..hee~
eric yong guoxi (blek)...thx 4 owaz kacau me..(is tat a gd thing or?)anyway thx 2 b my frien la..help me lotz too..
nex is zhenghao...haha..thx 4 ur care...nice 2 noe such a nice guy la..feel warm..hee
nex is liting n jasmine...hee...i noe them in da 1st day of da camp..n den we spend evry meal time together..(except 4 breakfast cuz i woke up late ma...kaka), we worship together...wah..nice 2 meet u gals too!
den is other hebron church members...such s ah yap, li fiong, ke xin, n those whose name r not mention here..
ah and a vy important prsn, Jacob!!haha...thx 4 inviting me 2 such a nice camp la..never regret it..though it's different from my church..but i enjoy it vy vy much..thx a lot!:)
k let's tok bout christmas...erm..da carolling quite fun la..but a bit tiring..jason was vy hansom tat day..haha..relly got dian4 by him la..den xmas eve quite sien d lor...cuz no countdown ma..den nth2 do..cant stay till too late oso..haih...but nvm..aftertat got ppl sms n tok in phone..den ok liao lor..
christmas tat day...quite enjoyable too..haha..morning got worship in church..da children were damn cute la..like their performance...den..got lotsa gift tis yr...jess, jason n zhenghao exchange wif me..haha..so happy..cuz got many present...but i cant forget tat christmas is a vy special day...it's not bout santa, not bout christmas tree, not bout present...it's about JESUS...his bday!!:)
hee...yesterday i receive a vy nice present..!it's from chenghao la..it's a music box tat kinda things la..but quite big lo..haha..my friens noe lor..i like music box vy much d ma..laz time they oredi gift me 1...den wen i saw chenghao's present i was like "WOW"..haa..vy happie liddat la..
den later on he told me tat da music box is vy useful wan..he said wen i;m sad, i can open da music box n listen..he said da music box dai4 biao3 him, wenever i'm sad,he'll like da music box, comfort me..n hope me get well soon..haha...i'm so touched by his word!(blek)
thx a lot frien!tat's a sincere enuf present 2 me...hee..
at nite intent 2 wac kingkong d..who noes..perling mall d cinema oso can full hse wan oh!...haha..after went 2 eat italian meal in perling..(after sum struggle)my family got a bit quarrel la..cuz sum wan2 go here, sum wan2 go thr...but da italian dish is vy nice!!especially da tiramisu...hha..nice nice...so da christmas nite quite enjoy d la..haha..
tat's all man..god bless cya

hey guyz....me bac home ade...
ah ya...forgot 2 tell ya tat i went 2 stay in yinling's hse...
ya...kaka...nice la..
her hse...air-cond was on d whole day wan...haha
n den got lotsa stuff 2 eat lor...
chox...nice man..haha...but hor..i seem vy mafan la..
evrything nid yinling 2 help wan...den i oso can't help her in anything..
juz wac bside only...aha...
her pc ah...oso on d whole day lor...haha...rich man..
ermm...ok stop da crap...
wac frog turn prince le...d finale...vy zadao lor...kaka...
but i wac d special edition...bout dang ou d...vy touch le...
haih...if got sumbody love me so much den gd lor..!
haha...forget it...it's juz a dream la..in reality wont b lor...
tis kinda things only in fairy tales got...haha
relly hope dat my prince 'll appear la!!!haha...
i think i wac too much drama le..hee...kla frienz..
spm left 3 subjects only...jia you oh!! T_T god bless n study hard!!

dunno y i am here...
i'm searching miracle...haa..
my mind is totally blank..
erm well...tat's a good sign..so i can read s much s possible n memorize all d books...
haa..wat a naive thinking...
i'm...lost...
wondering wat m i saying?
haha...me myself dunno it neither...
aimless life keep goin on...
study 4 exam...study study study..
dunno start from wen...i was unwilling 2 study..
start figure out d real meaning of study..
n wat i really wan2 do..
now i got a clear aim..my piano..diploma..
i love music...love 2 learn evrything about it...so courageos..
so adventurous..other den tat i dunno wat can i do..
i hate 2 study d facts..d words which is set nicely..dat we nid 2 follow it...
yeah i atmitt i like 2 follow my feelings..i dun care other ppl..
sumtimes passionate, sumtimes cold...tis is me..n..i dun really noe how 2 make friens..
4 a long time i owaz do wat i like, do wat i wan...
searching 4 my own happiness...without doubting any...dough sumtimes many decision i've struggled 4 a long time...
regret or not..2 me is no use...cuz things tat has happened..u cant change it..cant turn it bac...thr's no way bac...
i'm sorry 2 my friens...4 not goin 2 da trip...i was struggling...keep considering 4 a long time..
but i choose 2 search 4 my future...hope u all understand..
tat' vy important 2 me..n...i cant lose d chance..
i cannot waste d money tat my parents earn everyday 4 me...
i dun wan2 waste their hopes 2 me...
n sorry 2 my parents...i noe sumtimes i was rude...i was zhuai3..i was not understanding..i was cold...
i;m sorry...i noe evrytime i've hurt u...n i owaz follow wat i wan..
i din study well..din study wif 100% hardworking...
i'm sorry...i've been wasting all ur efforts...
i'll work harder n harder...
friens...u may wondering how am i now..
u hv questions in ur mind..but not dare 2 ask..rite??
i dunno or mayb u all juz dun care cuz during exam..
i seldom tell ppl bout my things..i think...
seldom share my things 2 ppl...
but sumtimes i really dun hv things 2 share wif..u noe...
my life was jus..too ordinary..evryday i was so wu2 you1 wu2 lu4...
although sumtimes 'll unhappy but a while den ok liao..
i owaz encourage myself..console myself..wenever i was upset..
so wen seeing u all again i was fine again...no point 2 tok bout sad things...
or mayb i'm jus 2 selfish..wanting 2 solve prob by myself..2 proud of myself?think too highly ? mayb..
now i'm a prsn who r seeking courage 2 carry on my way...carry on my life..
friens..if u see tis..do tell me 2 jia you..i nid ur courage..
2 face evrything...face evryone..face tis world..face d reality..
thx friens..luv u much..!muakks

long time never online...haha..tis line seems repeated for umpteen tiems ade...haha..bo bian..lazy 2 write..checking mail hv ade eaten my time..2 hours..n chat wif friens...sien...
spm..start ade..2 more days 2 deal wif chinese paper..
chinese...my language...a complicated language..haha..
dun misunderstand...not i dun lyk chinese k...
it's jus..da poem or wen2 yen2 wen2 r vy hard 2 understand..
haha...y mus write things in so complicated way?it may sounds beautiful but...ppl may not understand..haha
anyway..tat's chinese's tradition ba..jus like english poem we had..or other laguages..tat's y it is called yi4 shu4...haha..
crap...me myself dunno wat m i writing..
i miss someone vy much...vy vy much...haa..foolish me..
miss da prsn lotz...hope i can post my feeling evrywer..2 let da prsn see it..haha...
friens thr...good luck 4 ur spm k?study smart n study hard! =)
god bless ya

sad....sad......today vy vy sad...
i've seen so many ppl being hurt..my frien..my luv one..
n they r so deep in luv..yet they hv 2 face it..d end of relationship..
haih..so i have 2 blief tat..nth last foreva...
although i yearn 4 it..relly hard..hope tat i can hv an evr lasting relation..how i wish we can b together 4 eva..
but..
d reality is owaz opposite wif wat we think..
so...i relly dunno wat can i do liao...dunno
cherish?dun think so..maybe ba...
now relly vy sad..i dunno y..although is not me..but..
i relly feel vy sad..
take care my friens..dun hurt urself..at least thr's sumbody else who cares bout u..k?stay cute n stay cool k? god bless my frien..

suddenly feel like blogging...cuz ithink i'm moody ba...
hhaa..long time nvr online liao..long time din update liao..
hee..cuz..nth 2 write about..exam..wat can write..if i write, it'll only reminds me d thousand of ques i DUNNO how 2 Do! sob sob..
anyway,d subject tat i put most effort was jus disappoint me..
haha wat m i writing..anything la..tat mins i do my chemistry paper badly..!haih..d experiment..haih..dun say liao la..i cry 4 it le..
cuz my A1 fly away..
mayb u think i'm not zhi1 zu2..but i've spend almost ALL effort in tis sub le..walau..haih dun say liao..dunno how many As i can get tis time..i think relly die liao..
ok..dun care liao..exam over le..can relax a while..
mon went 2 do my ic, aftertat went 2 jail..
wow i relly kai1 yan3 jie4...act i felt pity wif d ppl who stay in jail..dunno y..jus vy sympathy them..wen i saw d jail they live in, esp d so called "rumah akhir" (forgt d name liao)..it is built 4 d criminals who r goin 2 b "gantung" till they die..
wen i saw d rope..i relly felt a chill over my body..suddenly feel tat those ppl r relly vy sympathetic..i was thinking tat wat were their feeling wen dey staying thr..waiting 2 die..so helpless..aih..
i think tat moment they ade realize their sin ba..dunno..many gan3 chu1..
nex me n wingee them went 2 wac d documentary of rotan..
c how d criminal being beaten..n den..their buts was lyk....yikess! d 1st beat their buts ade kai1 hua1..sum ppl even cried painfully..
they cudden escape s they deserve it..but..yikes..wat a cruel scene..haih..y d punishment all so cruel d..but if we think bac..tis is wat they get after they commit crime..aih..so fellow friens..dun even think 2 do bad things uh...blekk
today..was quite moody..cuz nvr tok wif him..mayb otherppl din realize or mayb they say anything dough they noe..
duno y..recently was a bit far from him..i was angry wif him..
but on d other hand..i cant bear 2 scold him..i only ask him 2 acc me more..
mon we went sing k in redbox..i din tell him..cuz i think he defnitely wont acc me lor..so i dun wan let myself disappoint..i din tell him..n den he noe liao..ask me y dun tell him..aih..
dunno wat'll he think of me?bad?witful?
he say wan2 listen me singing..so today decide 2 go sing k again..
who noes..he reject me again..he say wanna wait 4 nex tues..ok..i hv 2 disappoint again..so i totally fed up..dough mayb i seen ok..but my heart was bleeding..dunno y..
i dun understand..he said he wun disappoint me again, he say 'll stay wif me wen i need him..lying...LYING!!all is lying...!
nex tues vy special mer..?wan me acc him?i can reject d ok?
bday liao3 bu4 qi3 ah? hg!!!
u noe..act i not so care whether he wanna acc me or wat d..
but...till now...wenever he needs me, he cum n find me..wen i need him..wer is him?haih..i feel lost..i feel our distance..how..
i realize tis is d 1st time i write a lot bout me n him...cuz i relly beh tahan..i tot tis way of together is xing2 de tong1..but i couldn't...i still need him..esp wen jas ask me wer is him...n wen she say "y he owaz din acc u de?"
yes..he's owaz not with me..acc me..u noe..i relly wish he can lyk teko liddat..i owaz hope tat we can lyk other couple, can tok a lot, can owaz together..but evryone is different..
mayb he dun lyk..ok..he lyk games more den me..ok i admitt..
so i'm more rugi..i tot he said wan2 cherish out relationship s we dunno wat'll happen tomoro...
haih..i think i;ve write too long liao..thx a lot 2 those who lend ur eyes reading my blog here..chao.. :)

wow.....time flies...so fast...august liao..
me haven start studying yet..n still lepaking at here...grrr
haih...dunno wen my heart can ding4 xia4 lai2...
still playing..wac tv...rayau..laugh n laugh...is tis wat ta life i wan???i never think...i never think..i think mayb i got no a target..
so i'm dreaming now...wasting time..haih..sumone who can cum n save me??save me n bring me out of tis wondering...
hai.....someone....!!there???

friens of mine 'll b thinking...HIM le?erhem..he cant do any help 2 me lor...haha...dough i've promise him 2 study..but....haih..i broken my promise...sorry yer...!!~ =)
u noe...now my heart is jus flying la...jus trying very hard 2 pin it down..BUT.....haih..haih... haih...
many ppl say wanna c him...wan me 2 bring him 2 them..aiks..
weirdo..c photo enuff lo..hah...but cannot wor..i dun hv his photo..
erm..friens..dun worry bout me k?i think both of us is goin on steady liao...if there's no suddn change or wat..but thr's still a risk...haha..who noes?

dunno wat 2 write liao...but..i think recently my relation wif friens are getting farer n farer...hmm...dunno y..mayb evrybody's bz study or wat..or bz pat tuo..but i've ad spend most time wif friens liao..hmm..rite?jus tat sum ppl..i think our relation relly getting far n far lor..haih..very sad le..cuz i relly treasure our relation u noe..so hope tat we can like b4 la..haih...kla..tired ah..cya

woah~long time din update my blog...many things happen too..but jus no time 2 write n lazy 2 write...haha
erm...recently get 2 noe eric, wen wei n cheng hao lo..
suppose 2 go hillsong concert wif them d yesterday..but...my piano teacher not encourage me go...den last week i was scolded by her ma, so jus dun wanna make her angry again...n d most important is...
I"M SICK!!haih...1 week ad..still haven recover 100..
sore throat lo...wen tues went sch, was damn xin ku la..den i noe i sleep in evry lesson, evry period...haih..wat a waste..den my throat damn pain la, head got a bit fever..den cant tok cuz throat too pain liao...den myself whole prsn like very weak..
aih...den i took mc d nex day..haah..sick is so....tong ku!!
can't laff, cant smile, can t eat tasty food...haih
i got bac my result of monthly test...u noe, all were lan4!!
many Bs n Cs lo..walau..
hope tat i rilly can find spirit2 study la..
oh ya..den d suprstar...finally till semifinal liao..very admire Kelly u noe..sing very nice but very pitchy lo..n xing hui..she got shi2 li4..but dunno...boys i prefer jun yang2...haha..he sings very nice!!!

hee...today...very tired..but i'm still sitting in front of pc blogging...chatting..n most important...checkng d NS list!!
phew..i'm not one among them who hv been chosen...hee..dunno he got onot hor? hope no la..he dun wan le..
erm..wei sern, jas yeo, ed, siau huan, jye hui n many of my friens got lo..sien..haih..act i intend 2 participate d..cuz like very fun mar..den wen i noe i'm not in, a lil disappoint lo..but okla..still got other batch d..wait lo..hah
if God relly dun wanna go den i accept d fact lo.. hee
tired...very tired...since sch reopen, i din study..in a proper manner..erm mayb my classmate may c i'm hardworkin cuz i'm study bio all d time..but act, i hv wasted many many time in home...
evryday, went home, i'll bath 1st, den eat lunch, switch on tv..n den stick in d sofa..until my tuition time...geng hor?
recently lyk 2 wac a japanese drama, 3.30pm evry weekdays..but i dunno wat's d drama's name la..very nice le..
den after a whole afternoon of wacing tv..i go tuition..n d time was jus wasted..i was very guilty..but jus..lil lazy..

jus got bac my result..i got 8As!!hee quite happy d..but my moral got C..so..haih, i think i gonna 2 hv moral tuition..hee
n i'm in d 14th place..not so satisfied lo..but i hv 2 content liao lo..cuz i got tips d..n summore ques..haih..not good..do such thins..so cheap d
ermm...wat else..haih..so many things happen..n i lyk no mood liddat..can't smile a bit..but luckily i got my friens..i was happy 2 hv them v me..so i wont show a glum face in front of them..(good things or bad uh?) anyway i noe i luv them ALL>>truly deeply..they r far more important than HIM!!(shh..u guys there dun tell him k?)
haha..tat's y i still lyk 2 find frienz than HIM.. =)
jus now went piano class..suddenly got inspiration from my teacher..suddenly wanna work hard..bcuz she said she blieve i can enter U n hv a gud future...1st time..i heard she say such word..
haih u noe b4 tat i owaz very stress d..so afraid tat she might angry v me..evrytime i was very nervous d..haha..now is getting better lo..i only noe 2 play my piano well, den can impress her lo..
n act she told me many things..many tots..tat r so meaningful n important n inspire 2 carry on my study...thx lot.. =)
wah my blog like too long le..ermm..thx 4 those who is reading my blog..hope tat u can get sumthing from my blog lo..haha
i think i'll end here..cya dude..god Bless..!

there's many things happen during tis hols...n after my bday...
hee...no nid 2 say, friens of mine 'll noe wat i m saying..
i noe, there's lotsa ppl toking bout me..
i wont mind, if it's me, i'll tok bout other ppl too..
at 1st, i was not sure...evryone ask me, i jus say dunno..
cuz it's very complicated...
all i wan is...peace...hope u all understand...
i'm ok...relly..if i get hurt, i'll stand up again on my own feet..
ya..i've 2 b brave, n dun worry..i noe wenever i got probs, i still hv u--->my dearest friens...i noe tat u all are owaz there 2 help me..n protect me...luv u guys.. T_T
i dun care if u r rilly thinking wat i've said..
d only thing is, i nid ur encourage...nid ur blessing..
tis blog may sounds desperate..
mayb u'll sense my depress, but my frien...tat's d path i've chosen..
d result i hv 2 face it myself....
there're many uncertainty in our life,isn't it?
if we act too careful in evrything, there's no meaning..can u say tat evrything u do is right?
is evrything u hv n u r doin now 'll gif u happiness till d end of d day?
nope rite?there's still a risk..so y dun i take d risk?
once i've tot of many things..i've tot very carefully..
but wat i get?is tat d way 2 rock our life? i think over n over again..i decide 2 take d risk..haha..i m naughty..
i dun afraid of hurts, though in my heart there's fearfulness...
All i wan is a simple,happy n naive relationship..
n i nid 2 b brave, 2 face tis n tat..n those things we can't expect..
friens cum n go, so as love..therefore, we've 2 prepare ourself..
tat's wat i think..n mayb evrything i do may hurt other ppl, m sorry..jus like wat i've said, there's many uncertainty in our life, so we mus b content, n enjoy wat we hv now..wen u're happy, jus enjoy it whole hearted..n wen u're down, cry out loud, no matter wat way, jus dun let it keep inside ur heart..forget it,n den, start a new life again, with d happy memories, n d lesson u've learnt in d bad memories..last but not least, thx 4 readin my bloggie.. T_T leave me any comments if u hv any..

long time din blog liao...hee..miz here..in fact, i've pass a very long long long journey............3 weeks of setara..finally pass liao...phew~
but now think bac, can't imagine how i live d, haha, cuz it's like..erm..very suffering..everyday din sleep over 3 hours...
haiz, bo bian, me tis kinda last minute prsn is liddat d lor...aiyar, y still tok bout exam, so sao3 xing4...hee
today, last day of exam, n last day in sch..den tomoro hols liao..
happy n sad lo..act i shud b happy de...but bcoz of sumbody, den sad lo..
today is kinda sien la..morning suppose 2 do tat moral project d, but i've given up, can't concentrate..many ppl came 2 my class..so noisy..
den wok here n there, laff here n there, sien here n there wif sumbody lo..haiz..i wonder wat he is thinking>? cuz today we din relly tok much la..juz looking at each other, nth much 2 say..
last day in sch suppose 2 cherish d time mar rite?haiz..now regret oso no use lo..i think i gonna miz him lots in hols...hee
den hav my Pj paper early lo..cuz after tat we nid 2 prac choir mar..
hehe i went home le..hehe..cuz got a camp la...primary sch d..i went 2 in charge mar..
d children all very adorable lo, n cute...haha..luv them..wen they play games...wah, very happy dough i'm not playing, suddenly hope tat i can get a child to..(ehem)..dream only la..only 'll gif 1st birth @ 28 lo..i think.
den nth much 2 do la, jus sit ther, den acc d children do tis n tat, den b4 goin home we taught them do sum paper cuting lo..
tomoro still got a whole day camp la, hope it'll b fun la.. T_T
bye eevryone~god bless uh..

we did it!!

i dunno how 2 say...dunno how 2 express my feeling....my mind was fill wif happines!!
" Naib Johan dimenangi oleh Sekolah menengah........tiada kebangsaan....." in d moment...i burst out tears...relly... unblievable...n i not dare 2 shout yet...bcoz...i'm still worry dat we might not b d champion......
" johan dimenangi oleh......... sekolah menengah kebangsaan SULTAN ISMAIL!!"
d moment i heard our sch's name, WE jumped up n cheering, so loud n satisfied, din bother d other ppl (jus exactly like convent last yr)
WE hug together, cry in a way of ji1 dong4...cant blive it..relly can't blive it...after 4 yrs of hard work n effort.....WE;ve achieve it!!!
we're so happy, so overjoy...yong le was crying like a baby...so funny dat stop my tears...lol..n lao lao...he cried so ji1 dong4..very touching le..evrybody was crying here n there..overjoy...u would not noe how happy r us!! i saw ms mary was happy too...ervyone of us...cudden explain clearly..wat i noe is..we r sooooooooooo excited...!
ed..he was overjoy too...he gave a hugz 2 all of us, wingee, cry like hell ah..d face all red liao...n chee hoe too, crying, jas, n evry members..only say wei lo, so brave..she's d most steady d, din cry...(^_^)
"WE R DA CHAMPION!!"dat's wat we cheering outside d hall....i was totally melt..after we shout out tis words....u noe...d feeling is so gr8...1st time, 1st time we can shout out tis phrases so loud n clear, in front of other sch!!bcoz we'r relly d champion...!!
my wish had come true..!!u noe, it's like a dream..not real..but it's true..i dunno..till now still not blief it..!lol
in d way home, all of us was extremely tired, nevertheless, we cudden sleep...we'r too happy!!we shout all d way, singing d songs, informing our frien about our victory...keep laughing, playing, foolin around....u noe...d feeling is so gr8!!!tis was d happiest day i ever had!!!tis memory...can't describe....i blive, tis memory 'll stay in my mind n my heart foreva n eva...i wont 4get it..relly...it's so precious dat i wanna keep in my heart owaz..dun let it go away...i wont let it go de...certainly not!!!
actually wanna tell u guys all about d comp d, but actually i lazy 2 write liao, so u jus likely go to yingtian's blogspot n ed's blogspot...so u 'll noe...
all i wanna say is...i relly apprecciate it, wat i get today, wat i experience today..evrybody congrates us, share joyful v us, even d teachers r overjoy too...they would not expect dat we hv such success...!!s in previous yr choir owaz get complaint....from teachers n parents...they dun mengambil berat us..but we've prove dat without any help we can stand on our own feet...!
i was proud...i was glad...i was....very very grateful...!
s we won, sch proud wif us, frien, teachers, they all r so proud v us...can't blief it...we start 2 b diambil berat s masrah said wanna sponsor costumes...haha...so happy 2 hear dat...i can oso c ms mary's joy s she keeps smiling all d time!!!lol....
i was so happy!!even now, i am so happy....haha..i wanna tell evryone in d world dat i am so happy!!i wan evryone aroung me happy too!!
i was so grateful bcoz i hv experience d joyfulness wif my dearest friens...bcoz we get d fruits from wat we've work so hard...TOGETHER
it's OUR victory!!here, i wanna thx all of u:
my dearest ms mary who owaz support us, stand our 4 us wen we went into troubles, n cares 4 us, buy lunch 4 us on dat day..!!thx!!
next is our new mc club teacher adviser---pn. lee...!!she gave us a lot of encouragement..!she gave us confidence, gave us d most precious advise,,!thx thx!!
den is wingee's teacher who had tot us d "WOOOO" thing, wif both hands raise 2 our back...haha...n spend her precious time teaching us technique...dough it's only 1 day, but i appreciate it..
n here it goes my frien, wingee, who had done many things dat we din c from our eyesight, s she cares 4 our kebajikan, n willing 2 fu4 chu4 so lot...2ndly eejie, bcoz she type so many surat kebenaran n get it 4 us (wif wingee)...thx!!!
den my dearest brother,ed...he's so talented!!u noe d harmonization is created by him...indeed a creative dir.!!n u noe d whole bass were so chu1 zhong4!!!thx 4 ur leadership..!n thx 4 willing 2 spend d time recording d minus one, willing 2 record it again n again n din blame me s i play wrongly...willing 2 move ur whole computer 2 downstairs n shocked by d electric..thx 4 evrything!!
n yingtian!!!thx 4 ur effort, willing 2 spend ur time practising choir, cheng2 shou4 ur mum's scold...thx!n thx 4 teaching us d right pronounciation....
next is lao lao!!he's d guy who'll influnce me d most..wen he cries, i cries, wen he laugh, i laugh..wen he say those touching words...i cry...wateva he says, jus gif me a lot of encouragement..he gif me a feeling dat we got hope...we'll defnitely win!!thx!!
jas, shao ni n say wei...dough we'r facing spm tis yr, bz in tuition, chinese class...all of u still coming 4 prac, willing 2 participate...i sure all of u din regrett it rite?i luv u gals..u noe..bcoz all of u willing 2 learn, owaz ask me or ed 4 d proper singin...ur actions had shwn ur passionate 2 choir!thx~
oh ya n tina...she relly inspires me alot..she shows me her impassionate 2 choir..s she's all alone wen she came 2 our sch..yet stil wiling 2 participate dough she dunno anyone of us...thx!!
kit yee, a gal who is very quiet (u'll b surprised cuz such quiet prsn oso like 2 sing!!), feng juan, a gal who show passionate 2 choir too s she never miss a prac b4, both of u r gr8!!thx a lot...
oh ya..a very important prsn i'll never forget 2 thk is our conductor---YONGLE!!!(Applause) she is stress, i noe...she's worry, i noe...all i noe, n i noe i'n giving her too much stress, but she made it..!she relly did a good job!!!relly...i saw her yong4 xin1...
thx!!
SIM....sahsiah terpuji..evrybody is shocked dat sim enter choir...haha...evrybody din expected...haha..but he's nice, wif him wif us, choir oso 'll b noticed..hee...jk..he relly very ez goin, kind n willing 2 learn..he work hard 2 overcome his prob, he gain his confidence, n now look!he've bcame 1st 6 of JB bassist..!!thx a lot..
Chee hoe, thx alot too...u've improve a lot..!n owaz there 2 help us...continue 2 shine oh!!n shijen, dough u r very naughty during prac sumtimes relly wanna smash u down! but..i noe u oso fu4 chu1 a lot...thx 4 d lunch u bot on saturday...nice man...
all of u who r not mention here...dun b sad...is not i forget u ...is bcoz u'll owaz in my heart...my gratefulness is owaz there..n u'll noe...i cannot express all my feelings here bcoz there's not enuff space...10 papers oso cudden finish...
but rmb, u r owaz my love!!muAKKSSSss...!n in my heart, u're owaz d best choir members...thx!!!!!!!
>>>We'Re da Best!!<<< ^_*
feels great....!

i was suppose 2 bloggin' on last sundae..bcoz dat day i was sooo happi..!!noe wat?my daddy finally confess 2 da God!(thx god)
easter...wat a meaningful day..e pastor's speech was so great, n i think i'll rmb his word owaz..!2 my frienz who is not yet a christian (noe y i use "not yet"?coz i hope u r one of em too!) heard me out..
Jesus christ is our saviour, he died in e cross, he uses his blood 2 "wash" our sins..without him, we're not blessed..previously, we're punished by God bcos we hv sins..but thru Jesus's death, all our sins are forgiven..trust me onot?it depends on u my frien..it's a truth, no 1 bsides Jesus, who willing 2 die 4 our sins..
wen my daddy confess 2 God, i saw tears in my mum's eyes...so joyful n satisfied r us!!all of u who is a christian pls pray 4 my dad..!thx

ok..friens, tis blog 'll b freakin' long la..so if u tak tehen den u can leave de..it's ok d, i wont blame u anyway, i'll jus stop linking u only..(jus kidding =P)
29th is ed's buddae..u noe i relly xian4 mu4 him..evry1 rmb his bday n celebrate v him..yet he still told me not enuff..he still not satisfied..(wad a?)however, i think he's da most luckiest guy in d world....ya, he's blessed..i hope those who read my blog is blessed too~ (hee~)

n noe wat?choir comp is on 13th!!dat mins, it's actually on d same day s our sch's monthly test...(wat a coincidence)minus one haven do yet, n many harmony parts haven teach yet..wat a rush!!all i hope is d members can b more discipline..so i can b ezier..hehe
d whole week i was wastin my time., luffing, playin outside d classroom..haiz..me still not yet awake..still not conscouis dat spm is near..how ar?my heart jus couldn't resist..can't stop playin, freakin around, buzzin, fooling..n me n friens took many pics, at 1st is 4 moral project, den duno y later we all takin photo al around,n very excited..haha!!it's very fun..relly..
yesterdae was april fool..haha i've cheated many ppl..!!hahha included boon kith..!!haha noe y i'm so happi?bcoz usually he bully me most often! yeah..revenge ade!but still not enuf le...haha
kla, i think i'll stop d crap..planning how 2 revenge...muahahhaah

(empty)

i wonder y i was here...hehe..ya...usually i wont online durin tis time de...haha..dunno la..acc i online 2 check on da "sound of mUsic" show in da explanade..went ta sistic.com check out da price lo..wah..not cheap ler..all above $60!!haiz..too bad, i'm not dat rich..haha so i'm thinkin whether goin onot...haha
today was totally sien...haha today i only got 2 period of class..dat's Bm..haha, at 1st xiao bai tol us da whole 10 period dun hv any teacher enter class.who noes, rahman waz bac..damn.haha
but he din teach oso, oral mar..haha so sien ler..no teacher, summore dun hv hw 2 do..add maths done, so i read da novel lo..
guess wat?i fall asleep..ahaha...funny..
aiyah today suppose 2 decide da tshirt thing de,den sumthin unhappy happen lo..too many opinion, tis la dat la,wah..damn irritatin'..
y mus we do till so leceh?ahaa i try 2 cheer up myself..(yea~) n cheer up wingee n ed..haha wen hv tis kinda things happen mus hv sumone zhong1 li4 de mar rite...so i try 2 tok 2 ed lo, 2 noe bout his tots, den only can solve prob mar..but he stil got class..
afterall me n wingee decided 2 ask 4 pn lee's opin...haha n at least we got our answer----tshirt wif collar!!yeah~i think we'll jus follow her instruc..only da ed lo..of cuz he'll a bit bushuang la..but hope he wont too perasan la..da collar thing, not influnce by other ppl..jus our thinking lo..coz more tidy mar..
kla..haha dunno wat m i thinkin now..empty..haha..miss a prsn but dunno who izzit..acc i was thinkin bout myself..i wonder if i hv kept myself a distance wif frens? i wish i can noe many of their things too..haha..dough we'r still very good, but seems sumthing less, honest i think..sumtimes mebbe we've too many things 2 worry, n yet we oso afraid our prob 'll burden them, so we dun telling each other much of our prob...dun u agree?mebbe all of u who read tis blog maynot understan wat i m writing..acc me myself too oso dunno wat i'm typin..kakaka..kla..quite long le tis blog..chao

tired day gain

yesterday was damn tired man.....morning went ta sch 4 choir prac...no bad la da members improve a lot...den afterdat went 2 neway 2 celebrate say wei's bday...not bad oso..seldom hv tis kinda gathering..apprecciate it...den we took photo.., which had cost me RM18!!haha wat da....damn expensive lo..da photo jus same s b4 wat...
ceh...tipu-tipu punya...no wonder ed said wasting money...haha
me, jas ng n yeo bought a same ring at 4th floor...wah nice le..love shape de...nan2 de2 i can buy sumthin 4 myself...
oh ya met my cousin in da megasale place...he's working there..but he looks fatter le u noe??
after cs i straight 4ward went add math tuition..b4 dat..went ed's house..his dogs..so noisy..haha n naughty too..(jus like ed) they seems very excited 2 c me....LOL
after tuition, went ta ms yuen (piano class)n do da flour thing lo..i was scolded la...n my flour very messy, untidy lor...u noe la..i'm a very blurr prsn...often left things behind..fortunately i not like ed, owaz lost his wallet..haha..but today b4 he went down da piblic bus, he did double check his seat..hmm..not bad la ed, finally u've learn sumthing...

well...

wah..today, morning after i ate my breakfast den i went 2 wet market...haha..buyinh sum ingredient 4 da dinner...ya tonite got sumthin special on...
after went home i wash da chicken myself le...haha...1ST time wor..dough very "gau wek" but haha...i mus learn mah...if 1 day nobody cook i can cook myself mar rite?
den later i watch tv, "lavender" (xun yi cao)..haha very nice lo..
my eyes cannot leave da tv ah..haha, den i jus sat there watch n watch till 1.30..2 me, it's called wasting time!!3 hours le...haha
ok stop dat crap...da main point is..tonite..
well tonite my church youth held a cooking competition..n i was da A team's leader..well we had cook small white vegetable (xiao bai cai) haha my english chap la< n chicken soup...wah very nice le..we oso won dis compeition..yeah@!!da other team cook tortoise bean (wu gui dou) n lemon sauce chicken..wah..nice too..but..yer...calories so high wor..but overall..it's nice la..evry team's dishes were tasty..
k i think i 'll stop here la..or else u'll feel hungry if i carry on introduce da dishes..kakakaka..cya

tired day..~

waa..online again...lately i got fed up 2 sumbody~boon kith dat stupid guy lo...from mon 2 fri, evryday wen i saw him he'll jus step on my foot, n u noe wat, my shoes bcame black shoes ade!!!
i'll forgive him de...he keeps bullying me, yet i cannot do anythin bcoz wen i wanna revenge i'll get more hurt from him...arghhhhh!!!
today, damn..he stepped on my foot again, right side de..very painful lo until now my foot got bruises..wat de..never c a guy so violent b4...even ah teik wont do such things....wat a childish guy..
aiyah..y tok bout hin ah?!ceh..bcoz he rilly makes me angry la..
yesterday Spm results cum out, our sch was not doin well..many of da ex-student miss an A 4 da Est....evryine tot EST is ez, but look wat've been done?our sch din get da 100% pass..n only 10+ ppl get full As...haiz...
so jus pray a lot hoping dat next yr 'll b better,..
today ed 1st time went shamugam..haha, n guest wat?he sits wif gals!
bcoz guys ade no place, den he bo bian hv 2 squeeze in my table..haha
i think'll b very funny 2 c a guy among da gals group...haha..but i dunno y he can bear it la..he acts lyk nth..haha good good
he ah..recently very weird..bcos usually in pub bus he'll jus sit bside me but lately he lyk avoiding me liddat, jus dun wanna sit v me la..but i'll very sad de le...
dun tok bout tis la...n sumthing bad oso happen...chee hoe 've been robbed!!wah..dunno y nowadays very dangerous, ezly robbed...his beg n da books n notes all ade robbed by a very childish robber...haiz..
aiya mengantuk ade...gtg iao chiao

after exam...

i got a long time din update my blog ade...haiz..
too bz..sumtimes very late liao so lazy 2 online...
neway, jus past my exam n i feel so release!!
haha...yar,during test i only sleep 3 hours each day!!!
cny over ade, me oso became fatter liao..quite sien de bcoz after nw yr hv 2 start study..
tis week very moody, dunno y..jus a bit moody lo..my eyes can't focus in anything, jus like thinking sumthing but actually not..
my eyes focus on nth but very far away..wat happen 2 me ah?
let's tok bout today..choir, had improved a lot, da sound of music is very nice, but there's still sumthin left, i think is "feeling"..
thx 2 ed, we got da 2nd stanza's harmony, quite nice u noe? wat a creative guy, i tot..haha
tomoro, hv 2 go jj 4 da tshirt thing lo..acc i need not 2 go de la..
bcoz i wont gif any good suggestion s i not so creative mar..
n my choice often same v wingee de, so i afraid wen ed got sum gud idea but we dun agree...kla, i'll jus follow their opinion la..haha
acc i wonder 'll ed angry v me n wingee 4 not 2 agree his idea, haha
coz sumtimes he seems qian1 jiu4 us..watever
got to go..i like my new decoration of dis blog la..thx tian!

woah!! new year!

long time din update my blog...haiz...too bad...
my blog haven complete yet..very messy...
my new year..can say full of laughter n tears..
bcoz..i'm happi 2 gather wif my relatives n we had played a lot of
fire crackers...no cheating...my dad bought up 2 Rm300!!
fuh...nice man..shiok oso!
but wen my cousin went bac...evrything was diff..
i cried..bcoz of a very childish reason...
i din get my angpow which i supose 2 get...
u noe wat..my other relatives did cum 2 visit..but i was upstairs, sleeping, listening music, reading..no 1 informin me..
after they went away i onli noe..n i lost 2 angpows!!
many unhappy things bsides tis happen..
mebbe i too childish..haha
watever,
tomolo goin 2 bai nian..wif friens...hope it'll b fun la..haha

skooling....

2005, form 5, 5 cerdas..wah....i like 5 tis num very much...
dunno y ler...jus like tis num...haha
i was happy bcoz same class v shihui again..!
but peixin is in 5 pintar..same v saywei n jas yeo...
wah...ac i enjoy my class last yr..got ah teik n hanling, weicong them..very fun..very nice..n leeshing them..they r nice 2 ppl..
tis yr wan...aiyor..dough noe each other but if dun hv anythin wont tok de..dunno la..mebbe is my prob lo..haha
tis yr's teacher not bad la..all gud de..no halimah,..ahaa..!
evryone dislike her..haiz..wat a...wingee n ed same class..5 gg
tis week was totally fed up!em rushing my BM project..regrett 4 not doin it during hols..haiz..it made me sleep late a whole week..
da 1st week only many works liao...ai..summore hv 2 do tis stupid stuff,
tis yr..'ll b challenging la..mon 2 fri i'll hv plenty of tuition,
kelas tambahan, chinese class, house activity...fuhh...c la wen can i bear till...haha
dough tired,,but bo bian..bcoz i em f5 ade..facing SPM..haiz..
hope can still stay alive in tis yr end..haha

wohh!!

wah....finally free 2 online liao..
2005 ade, time relly flies...i oredi form 5...wah..
haha...can't stop 2 think many things..think of wat will i b after graduate..thinking of wat can i do tis yr..n thinking to study hard..
tis new yr..i din go 2 count down..but i'm happy 2 receive sumbody's msg...hehe (",)
da 1st day of 05 me n church youth had a nice barbecue wer i woke up early n went 2 wet market 2 buy ingredients..
fuh..wat an experience..after dat me n friens all day stay at church
cleaning up da ingredient..wash n cut(sounds like saloon..haha)..
n learn 2 clean chicken wings, fish n sotong..haha..
ok ok..enuff...haha..dat barcecue quite fun la..n ate a lot..haha
i think i am growing fat liao..haiz...now ade 55kg...
ah stop crappin..goin 1st..later cum bac n tell ya bout sch reopen..