Tuesday, May 31, 2005

there's many things happen during tis hols...n after my bday...
hee...no nid 2 say, friens of mine 'll noe wat i m saying..
i noe, there's lotsa ppl toking bout me..
i wont mind, if it's me, i'll tok bout other ppl too..
at 1st, i was not sure...evryone ask me, i jus say dunno..
cuz it's very complicated...
all i wan is...peace...hope u all understand...
i'm ok...relly..if i get hurt, i'll stand up again on my own feet..
ya..i've 2 b brave, n dun worry..i noe wenever i got probs, i still hv u--->my dearest friens...i noe tat u all are owaz there 2 help me..n protect me...luv u guys.. T_T
i dun care if u r rilly thinking wat i've said..
d only thing is, i nid ur encourage...nid ur blessing..
tis blog may sounds desperate..
mayb u'll sense my depress, but my frien...tat's d path i've chosen..
d result i hv 2 face it myself....
there're many uncertainty in our life,isn't it?
if we act too careful in evrything, there's no meaning..can u say tat evrything u do is right?
is evrything u hv n u r doin now 'll gif u happiness till d end of d day?
nope rite?there's still a risk..so y dun i take d risk?
once i've tot of many things..i've tot very carefully..
but wat i get?is tat d way 2 rock our life? i think over n over again..i decide 2 take d risk..haha..i m naughty..
i dun afraid of hurts, though in my heart there's fearfulness...
All i wan is a simple,happy n naive relationship..
n i nid 2 b brave, 2 face tis n tat..n those things we can't expect..
friens cum n go, so as love..therefore, we've 2 prepare ourself..
tat's wat i think..n mayb evrything i do may hurt other ppl, m sorry..jus like wat i've said, there's many uncertainty in our life, so we mus b content, n enjoy wat we hv now..wen u're happy, jus enjoy it whole hearted..n wen u're down, cry out loud, no matter wat way, jus dun let it keep inside ur heart..forget it,n den, start a new life again, with d happy memories, n d lesson u've learnt in d bad memories..last but not least, thx 4 readin my bloggie.. T_T leave me any comments if u hv any..

Friday, May 27, 2005

long time din blog liao...hee..miz here..in fact, i've pass a very long long long journey............3 weeks of setara..finally pass liao...phew~
but now think bac, can't imagine how i live d, haha, cuz it's like..erm..very suffering..everyday din sleep over 3 hours...
haiz, bo bian, me tis kinda last minute prsn is liddat d lor...aiyar, y still tok bout exam, so sao3 xing4...hee
today, last day of exam, n last day in sch..den tomoro hols liao..
happy n sad lo..act i shud b happy de...but bcoz of sumbody, den sad lo..
today is kinda sien la..morning suppose 2 do tat moral project d, but i've given up, can't concentrate..many ppl came 2 my class..so noisy..
den wok here n there, laff here n there, sien here n there wif sumbody lo..haiz..i wonder wat he is thinking>? cuz today we din relly tok much la..juz looking at each other, nth much 2 say..
last day in sch suppose 2 cherish d time mar rite?haiz..now regret oso no use lo..i think i gonna miz him lots in hols...hee
den hav my Pj paper early lo..cuz after tat we nid 2 prac choir mar..
hehe i went home le..hehe..cuz got a camp la...primary sch d..i went 2 in charge mar..
d children all very adorable lo, n cute...haha..luv them..wen they play games...wah, very happy dough i'm not playing, suddenly hope tat i can get a child to..(ehem)..dream only la..only 'll gif 1st birth @ 28 lo..i think.
den nth much 2 do la, jus sit ther, den acc d children do tis n tat, den b4 goin home we taught them do sum paper cuting lo..
tomoro still got a whole day camp la, hope it'll b fun la.. T_T
bye eevryone~god bless uh..