Friday, December 30, 2005

yesterday..went 2 cs neway wif my cute cute de church friens...
met many ppl...quite enjoyable d la...
erm...saw ed n weisern lor..ed was goin 2 interview in giordano..heard tat he was employed la...dunno ler...he din tell me la..tis gor ah..wont tell me anything d la...argh...haha..dunno he still rmb me ma...yor..
go find job oso din ask me la..i think..heh relly forgot me la...n other of my friens..ermm...long time din contact le...wingee, peixin , didi, n so many many more...lOOOOONG time din C ler...izzit my prob?think so lor..cuz i oso din contact u o...erm...a bit sad la..cuz evryday at home a bit sien lor..though i went 2 piano class evryday la..but most of time still at home..quite bz...wenever u o got gathering oh..i muz having lesson d...den wen u o not having gathering oh, i'm vy free d...hmm...wat de...u o do it purposely d ha?hahaa...joking la frien...
juz tat i miss u o a lot...i noe sum of u mayb vy bz...n sum of u mayb forgotten me ler...haih..i noe d...hmm...i was ezly forgotten wan ma...
haha...ok let's tok bout yesterday...
say yinling workin at padini lor, den went2 find bk oso...he 1st day work ma..den gang gang hao i juz came out from neway at 5.30...so went 2 find him la...saw ing ying too..
at neway, met my old friens too...holylight church d...glad tat they still rmb me..quite happy d cuz we o getting vy well...evrybody's singing la..no shy shy wan...haha..though mayb sum among us not so masak...hee...
aftertat i met kenneth too...we tok a lot of things la..yum cha a while at roibo...den met a gal who ask us 2 donate la...wah u noe..vy hard 2 get her off from our sight ler...keep toking n toking..actually i dun blif her d..haha...but then kenneth oso dunno how 2 react..haha...
so we juz simply donate lor...she wan $$ ma..so juz gif her a bit la..cuz dunno she is real onot..hmm..nowadays uh, real n fake relly hard 2 differentiate..
da whole day vy happy..cuz met many friens...cuz really long time no c le..since d laz day of spm...u noe...i seldom go out la..n meet those friens...so..i was relly happy la...i like vy suagu liddat le...haha
anyway...1st of jan sum of my frien goin 2 NS le..n sum of them goin 2 college...hm..hope u all take good care of urself..i may not request u o 2 contact me..but i juz hope tat i still in ur mind..dun ever forget me k??hee...god bless ya!!! chao~

Monday, December 26, 2005

sooo fast......spm over le...secondary sch life over le...christmas over le..now..new yr is coming...evryone goin 2 sch again...but i'm not...
tis hols...so many weeks...i'm bz in piano stuff...n church..christmas celebration...now i realize tat i seem cant cope da piano studies as i've plan 2 sit da exam in april next yr...
i did my work soooo slow...no improvement..no paper work..wah...wat m i doin tis few weeks?isn't it i sacrified my trip 2 concentrate in music...so y m i still sitting here...wasting time??arghhh...
11th of Dec...went 2 a camp..christian camp...like it soo much!!so enjoyable...i found myself...haha..juz cant simply forget da moment i had during da camp...i found my GOd...my holy spirit rises..haha....
da games not fun wan...but da main purpose i went 2 da camp..is 2 seek God...so..i've made it...but tis few days...i got troubles...my family got into quarrel...friens..lotsa things happen..doesnt min i've found God my life 'll b easier 2 me...NO...absolutely wrong...
i've 2 face more n more..encounter more n more prob in my life...
now da conflict..da unhappy...evrything..is so suffering..so sad...made me feel cuo4 bai4...haha...n i found tat i relly vy weak in holy spirit..i cant apply wat i've gain in my life..i haven learn 2 depend on God..pray 2 him in evrythin..u noe..in da camp i've yearn 4 evryday..keep asking da God 2 speak 2 me...u noe how much i yearn 4 it??
but me myself..do nth..i still live in tis world..pray 4 me..fellow friens...i muz b brave..i muz rely fully on God...i muz...stop myself from drowning...hmm...i muz seek God's advice...pray2 God..tell HIM my prob...ask him 2 lead my life..ask him 2 enter my life..ask him 2 speak 2 me..
haha..k..stop tis saddistic thinggie...
i met friens in dat camp..sebastian, zhen yang...surprise 2 c them..
yee ching..thx 4 evrythin..as u take good care of me..hee~
eric yong guoxi (blek)...thx 4 owaz kacau me..(is tat a gd thing or?)anyway thx 2 b my frien la..help me lotz too..
nex is zhenghao...haha..thx 4 ur care...nice 2 noe such a nice guy la..feel warm..hee
nex is liting n jasmine...hee...i noe them in da 1st day of da camp..n den we spend evry meal time together..(except 4 breakfast cuz i woke up late ma...kaka), we worship together...wah..nice 2 meet u gals too!
den is other hebron church members...such s ah yap, li fiong, ke xin, n those whose name r not mention here..
ah and a vy important prsn, Jacob!!haha...thx 4 inviting me 2 such a nice camp la..never regret it..though it's different from my church..but i enjoy it vy vy much..thx a lot!:)
k let's tok bout christmas...erm..da carolling quite fun la..but a bit tiring..jason was vy hansom tat day..haha..relly got dian4 by him la..den xmas eve quite sien d lor...cuz no countdown ma..den nth2 do..cant stay till too late oso..haih...but nvm..aftertat got ppl sms n tok in phone..den ok liao lor..
christmas tat day...quite enjoyable too..haha..morning got worship in church..da children were damn cute la..like their performance...den..got lotsa gift tis yr...jess, jason n zhenghao exchange wif me..haha..so happy..cuz got many present...but i cant forget tat christmas is a vy special day...it's not bout santa, not bout christmas tree, not bout present...it's about JESUS...his bday!!:)
hee...yesterday i receive a vy nice present..!it's from chenghao la..it's a music box tat kinda things la..but quite big lo..haha..my friens noe lor..i like music box vy much d ma..laz time they oredi gift me 1...den wen i saw chenghao's present i was like "WOW"..haa..vy happie liddat la..
den later on he told me tat da music box is vy useful wan..he said wen i;m sad, i can open da music box n listen..he said da music box dai4 biao3 him, wenever i'm sad,he'll like da music box, comfort me..n hope me get well soon..haha...i'm so touched by his word!(blek)
thx a lot frien!tat's a sincere enuf present 2 me...hee..
at nite intent 2 wac kingkong d..who noes..perling mall d cinema oso can full hse wan oh!...haha..after went 2 eat italian meal in perling..(after sum struggle)my family got a bit quarrel la..cuz sum wan2 go here, sum wan2 go thr...but da italian dish is vy nice!!especially da tiramisu...hha..nice nice...so da christmas nite quite enjoy d la..haha..
tat's all man..god bless cya