好几个post都没有用华文写了。哈哈。。华文还是我比较prefer表达自己的语言。。。

没什么特别的。只是最近心情容易闷闷的，容易恶魔。
因为问号还是问号。

office的年轻妈妈们常常在午餐时间出去逛街，回来都是大小包，而且有时还会在小房间里互相讨论一番。great singapore sales, 吸引的正是这一群熟女。
比较上了年纪的都埋头苦干； 年轻的就在努力赚钱（就是我咯）

但是刚才吃过晚餐后在citylink mall 走了一圈，和victoria到了一间全店一律新币十五块的服装店。
因为贪玩拿了几件试了一试，结果发现自己真得满适合那一类的衣服，有蠢蠢欲动的感觉！
哎呀，T杉显得 自己太邋遢了！
所以其实心底已经起了想扮美美的念头，要把collared t和长裤取代！

哎。迷失啊，迷失。哈哈

常常羡慕别人是不好的吧。
常常做自己没有很想做的是，然后想做得都没有做，是不好的吧。

就是背了太多的心愿，流星才会跌得那么重。

This question came into my mind: What makes us EMO?
The reason this came across is bcuz I'm emo out of sudden, with no reason.
Is it bcuz my life is simply too simple, too routine, too boring?

Is this true that ppl will easily get lost when everything comes normal and normal.
Do i like all the crock ups that happen in my life?
Or do I just like to stay alone and enjoy movies, dramas 24-7 without rest?

I'm restless. Emo. Bored. >.<
Facebook-checkmail-blogging-read newspaper-read books-daydreaming-eating-
Life gets bored so easily when u realize it never end, just like food.
Mee, meehoon, rice, bread; coffee, tea, milo, milk.......................
Even there's a lot choices it became bored when it is available to you everyday.

I don't like this feeling. The nausea feeling of food and activities and places thaat surround me everyday.
I yearn for break-thru---->try new food, new taste, new activities, new environment..that might enlighten me perhaps.

Perhaps is this boredomness, this free-for-nothing period is when I can start thinking of what is in my mind.

But thr's a voice in my mind telling that:"don't forget, you're blessed and you have everything you need. Nothing bad for you to being normal. Persevere. "

Give a smile to yourself. Hold on, keep on.

This is the lesson I learnt today, after so many days of unfaithfulness, which I don't even realize it myself.

Quote from the bible.com
"Dear Heavenly Father, I do thank you for Your goodness to me. Lord, help me to guard my mouth so that those things that are edifying and good will come out and not those things that contribute to a negative lifestyle. May I bless others with my tongue and never be guilty of cursing anyone. Let my words be gracious and may they bring healing to others. Let my words be kind and gentle and loving. May I reflect Your goodness in all that I do. Forgive me when I say the wrong things. Let me speak and pray the Word of God over my life and others. Give us all grace to say things that bring life into this world."

Yes, I thought it is ok to have said all the negative words to show how pathetic is my life and I complain for anything to gain sympathy, to be in the others by talking in their way.

I'm wrong. I always thought that what i said is actually not from my heart cuz I was not thinking the way I'm saying.
But I was wrong. The bible says that the things that come out of our mouths actually reveal the things that are in our hearts. We all occasionally speak things that we should not speak; however, the things that we speak in abundance are the things in our hearts.

Yes, time to check on myself - "what r u doin?"
Do every word I said bless ppl or just add-on frustration on them?
Do every word I said pleased God?

Yes i have not been thinking all these. And pathetically I came to realize these when bad things happen to me. I came to look upon Him only when troubles come.

All I can do is ask Him for forgiveness and grace to grant me the strength and the way. I would want to ask for a miracle, but everything is on His hand and He will give me what is best for me.
Thank you Father.

Boy meets girl是一本好书。你一定要看。

因为浓浓的雾会因为这本书的内容而散去。

安静，就是力量。安静，其实没有不好。